I'm back!

I'm back people!

okay so I know i've been a little (a lot) m.i.a but, Its because I was.. bored and in a writers jam! If you don't know I write fanfictions! Yeah I know.. ZOMG! what you do yep i do! You can read them at www.fanfiction.net/-giveintime so yeah read those i guess!
til next time,

TA TAH!

Divorce..

No one gets a happy ending..

Having no clue as to what happened this morning.
I wasnt shocked when my parents where argueing,
but what was shocking was the fact that there where
divorce papers on the table or my mother screaming of how
she had enough. So i write this because im not sure
what to do or say or even type. My mind is in a jumble
and im so confused..
ill write more later

Composing...

Mozart said nothings to composing. . .

Having finished my Spring break as of yesterday I was ready for School. I changed my hair color and my wardrobe i was finally being noticed.. by people who are somewhat normal and like me! my excitement came to a sudden hault when so-so sat by us at lunch..SOMEONE SMITE ME! Why is it when I finally get friends something bad happens.Am I doomed to be forever alone? i mean seriously why me, this is not what i wanted, i wanted to have a normal highschool life. Que dramatic music, he sat by me and talked to me like we knew each other for years. I walked away and sat in the library for a while. And ill stay there for a while..
So til next time dear viewers ..Welcome to my life,
Sincerely,
Give in time

Talk is for... People who know what their saying

Damn you tongue...

Talking has never been my strong point, i'm a writing kind of girl talking scares the living crap outta me.So when a person walks up to me and says hi, i stare at them until they leave. Because im not a talker since half my highschool and middleschool was lived talking to no one and sitting alone. I was unprepared for when someone does strike a conversation ( hences the staring) I switch to panic mode. My brain screams "stay end the cycle of lonerness" my body screams " stare at them!" and i got with my body, Thank you body. My mother claims its not her fault, it is all my life my mother has scared me into thinking everyone is a serial killer and im their next victim, only to later ask why i am friendless.. really, really mom!
Anyway guys sorry this is short, ( if your reading this comment a smiley, just so i know lol) I have to leave

So until next time dear readers.. Welcome to my life..
Sincerely,
Give in time.

M.I.A now B.I.A

I'm so lost not even google maps could find me..

Having lost my self esteem recently .. I've come to realise a plethora of things such as... women should not be allow to interact with other women.. It's down right horrid, also so-so has got to leave me alone, he's ruining my chances of making normal friends. Plus causing me to be the target of many death stares.. hmm maybe i should push him down the staires? Anyway the story of how i lost my self-esteem is quiet.. pathetic, it touch one comment from some random idoit of my hell I call school to make me want to sink into a hole and die..or maybe him. "oh Z yeah shes a total bitch" me a bitch please, im to invisible to be one! Honestly i would have kissed so -so for sticking up from.. but than it would be like kissing every other girl he kissed.. no thanks. I mean sure i treated him like a waste but, it was because he's popular and im .. me. And this is not a highschool movie.. its real life . And so with those words i crawled into a black abyss.. until springbreak. so for now im back and ready to blog.. or fall asleep watching Titanic...
So until next time dear readers.. Welcome to my life,

Sincerely,
Give in time