The universe hates me...
Do parents not understand what goes through a teen's mind? The simple words i hate this become ultered and misused, causing me to fill uterly angst and full of self hate. The fact that im tear staind and cover girl lied about their "water proof" mascara confuses me. But than again what doesnt in my family, Theirs nothing to do here or even find, im a lonely freak with only two friends and a little mistake blown out of proportion. Yes i was caught smoking a cigeratte but to loom that over my head til the day i die is really not a great way to build my selfasteam or my confidence. given my sistuation I feel cheated, i mean yes i did a small mistake does that mean you bring it up evertime i say or do something. I get it i messed up but shouldnt i be able to redeem myself or is it too much to ask for. Why am i the only one that gets the third degree, i mean my brother recked our car(S) and he never heard them saying anything about it after it happened. Im constinly reminded of my mistake not even getting into yale would bring it down.
I feel tired, lonely, and confused its weird im a teenager but with out the teen im just that a girl with a limited right and no one to back me up.. Help me i feel trapped in this world. why is it hard , i mean can i just do something to make me seem a little cooler, i have no friends or life, my day (if not in school) consist of me staying in my bedroom stairing at my wall or sleeping..
until next time dear readers...Welcome to my life..
Sincerly,
Give in time
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