Post apocaliptic

Is it me?...

The universe is not in my favor, my horoscope lied and im no longer "on track" my mind is no longer processing my thoughts after watching an entire season of Awkaward the main girl "jenna" was epic, and so sterotypical im seriously, two guys fighting over you? bull shit (pardon my mouth) really. I get it the whole oh my! he's fighting for her its nice its hot! and than they have random sex! I mean sex in school? please ...

im not one to talk since im single and no one wants to mingle.. but life has a way of screwing you over like being stuck helping out in the school library while watching people (so-so form the last post) swabing spit or dry humping each other. its not my way of having fun but hey at least their having .. erhm fun? I was stuck stamping due dates on books glaring at nothing.. "hey..Z right?" right? Mr. Right? gosh it sucks butt
"yo" yo wait to go. My life sucks "umm.. books," books no really geeh i thought he was smart. "yes go away" once again my socialism is at a well done i should pat myself on the back. "umm right?" right right right, bloody fucking right! my life is done over and dead, must he i just want peace.. and friends that arent popular just nice. friends that wont allow me to get glares from girls that are to popular.

til next time dear readers.... Welcome to my life...
Sincerly,
Give in time.

Dr. pepper save me!

After school i wait for my mother to arrive. Alone. By myself as usual, well i thought it was. It was like in those overly dramatic teen movies where the boy is waiting and the "outcast" girl is waiting as well for a ride. He'd probably start off with "Hey.. Your waiting for a ride too?" and the girl would blush and look conctipated (kristen stewart) and reply with a timid "Y-yeah" and they'd ride off into the sunset with hearts in their eyes. Mine was .. different it went like this. "hey im so-so" ( i will not give out details) " you can see me?" he laughed probably thinking its a joke until he saw my dead serious face. "yeah your in half my classes.. Right?"  "im in all your classes" it went silent and awkward silence with no way of saving the conversation ( if you can call it that) from its ultimate death. Time passed and we stayed like that , until his mom picked him up "Bye ill talk to you again..Right?" what was with him and saying right?  "its not like i have a life," and another laugh and he was gone. leaving me to wait for my mother, who i think forgets she has a daughter at times.
But my invisiblty level is at a high but now all time high.. who knows maybe i'll get my highschool fantasy?

While typing this i feel like its okay to share because none of you know me or even care to know. My thoughts are jumbled in my brain.. and thearpy is to costy and im not made of money.. simply cells, organs, skin , and bone, etc. (my attempt at comedy ) like i said theirs reasons i dont have many friends. but til next time..Dear readers.. welcome to my life..
Sincerly,
Give in time..

Long live highschool.. Not

Expressing Things I should Have Long Ago...

this may not be noticed of even reconized but, I need to let it out. And by that i need to tell you or who ever about me.
My name is not important at this moment, im female and confused about this crazy thing i call life, im a plain jane with nothing to brag about. Im random and somewhat childish and maybe thats why no one wants to be friends and im somewhat fine with it... okay im not, im not fine with this i'm freaked out. highschool is not what i wanted or thought. I thought that maybe if i had friends ( My friend population is at a two) ones that didnt judge me or find ways to critizes me , i'd be happy but, life has a weird way of screwing you over . My thought of having friends ment having fun and laughing at the cool kids, or even just chilling. But now that im in a new school.. Im invisible.. And its not the invisible that one day i'll be popular and have a plethera of friends. Seeing as of listening to men talk about sex and their life and them not knowing i'm here.. I'll say my invisiblity is at a high.. My dear readers...
Welcome to my Life
sincerly,
Give`In`time..